Crazy Love

This will be a short summary of what is going on... The last few weeks I have been restless and just tolerant of my life. I have no idea why. But this weekend I figured out why. God misses me. I miss Him. He is calling me to sink deeper into who He is and what His love really means. I picked up the book Crazy Love by Francis Chan and felt like God was speaking directly to me. I have been lukewarm for months and he desires so much more from me and I from him. He has placed it on my heart for us to start finding another church that fits these principles in his book. A chruch that is alive and not religious. A church who pursues crazy love. Ever since my hubby resigned from our last church as the associate pastor, we have been on sabatical and enjoying the freedom of not being bogged down to a schedule. I think my desire and need for teaching and being fed is coming back. I feel radical change coming on and I am SO excited about it. My mind frame is changing and evolving to become more like Him. I feel like things will be changing drastically soon. My two year old, who has been prayed over even before he was born - specifically for wisdom beyond his years and to be a dedicated follower of Jesus, seems to be interested only in Jesus stories. Those are the only ones He pulls out and he loves to hear about Him. I am amazed at how God works. I'm tired or being lukewarm and hanging out in Borderland. It's not fun or challenging. It's just comfortable. I don't want to be comfortable anymore. God is calling me to leave and I'm ready to go!!!